A PIECE OF ME

Pushing myself beyond limits is what I enjoy doing, to outdo what my capacity is able to achieve breeds a sense of satisfaction that none could understand. Guilt strikes in when I feel that I'm not working hard enough, irregardless of the hours and efforts that I've contribute. Priorities in life are boundless & ranks differently depending on circumstances, ask yourself what you truly wants and have faith in your own judgment. The rest will fall into places. Be happy about it!. 

If we have the power to make a difference or start up something good the least, why are we not doing it? Why should we hesitate? How long should we sit and wait? And what are we waiting for? Miracles? Magic? The power and magic of creating miracles lies  in our hands! By believing in your own capabilities, you're 20% towards achieving that miracle, the 80% comprises of sheer hard work, incorporate with sweats, toils, humiliation, failures and all till the day comes.


Experiences are there to make you grow, not holding you back.


I'm being blessed with all the good things throughout my life and for that, I'm deeply thankful!


Regrets are excuses for people who give up fighting.



In ushering the rabbit year of 2011, I'll place great importance on:- (that is if other variables such as health "behave" in a good manner)


#1. FURTHER EDUCATION 
I got to seriously sit down & have a meeting with myself on this. And work out a plan, a financial plan that i able to support this. Procrastination only delay my dreams further and all the other plans that I've lay out for myself. 

#2. CAREER
At 25, I'm no longer a giddy young chap looking for a job to sustain the beautiful night life. (assume that I had one in the first place, that is) I've been aiming for a fulfilling career; one that makes me want to get up and go to work everyday, one that keeps me full in the stomach and offer great job satisfaction. The only way to achieve that is to do what I do best and give 101 % at it! Don't hesitate! Don't give up! don't say no!

Sometimes, i lose tracks of what I should be fighting for.

At times, I find solace in the complacency of life.


Most of the time, I doubt my own will-power. Perseverance fails me 75% of the time.

#3. WEALTH-BUILDING
By "wealth", I'm referring to 50% monetary sense & 50% spiritual contentment. People often say, it's easy to gain wealth, the toughest part is to maintain it. It's even harder to GROW wealth. Yet, I'll make this an equally important goal with the rest & take more calculated risk. With a financially sound background & a huge figure in a place people generally call bank, I'm one step closer to realizing my dreams. As for the meantime, I got to stick to my "Poor Man's Methodology" and achieve little goals instead.


On the spiritual part, I find talking to own self provides huge emotional boost! And talking to "God" a fulfilling experience! I do not pray devotedly to a particular "God" but each time when I'm despair and in need of help, I will just silently pray "God, please help me on this!" Whichever God who must have got my message will miraculously open my eyes into options that I never before see.


#4. INTERPERSONAL RELATIONSHIP
I hate to admit this but as much as I hate admitting it, I can never run or hide from it. I have a teeny-tiny problem in communicating with people. It might be ego. It might be selfishness. But no matter what, please don't judge me before you know me because that is just simply unacceptable, unfair and bias!

I'm here to make friends if I'm lucky, not rub shoes.

#5. LOVING OWN SELF 
I will LOVE ME, MYSELF & I more from now on. I've had enough of putting other people / everyone else before me all the time.


Acknowledgment:


To whomever reading this, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for your time and effort whether you're just blog-hopping or you are one of the few 'numbered" friends that I have! I cannot find a word big enough to express my gratitude! Thank you for trying to understand me and support me through this period of soul-searching..


To my ever supportive members of the Lim's, thank you for staying by my side through every ups & downs, offering not only invaluable advices but also constant emotional support that no amount of dollars in this world can afford. Rest assured that I'll be there for you guys at all time!


To the people whom I've unintentionally hurt through my negative remarks or wrong choice of vocabularies, I'm sorry.


To my mentors, I thank every single soul of you for pushing me to the limit & constantly reminding me of the inner strength that I possess.


I end this Grammy-Award stylo post with the best of wishes to all and see you in 2011.


Love always,
PJL